Back to 0. Made it to day 5. Stressful end of week. Beer then depression then fapping ... bad weekend. I made a bunch of bad choices that chained into a failed challenge. Have not O'd since I took the challenge but did a little bit ... enough ... of everything else. Starting over. I know what the bad choices are and what I will do instead next time. 0/90 ... I'll be at 4/90 when I next go out with Cait which is better than where I am today.
Thanks buddy. I totally agree, like smoking ads were banned from TV and magazines in the 70s once the government realized how much harm it was doing to people, let alone the cost to Medicare.
Joined nofap Jan 25, 2019 254/276 Good Days (no relapse) Longest streaks 67 then 51 ( 4 years later) Current Challenge 2/90 (ends on my 1 year anniversary here) Day 86 weight training (3X/wk) Day 25 reduced alcohol, caffeine and sugar - not doing too well on the no sugar and no caffeine but haven't had much to drink since my son's birthday back in Aug. - exercise is going well and do it religiously - started wood working as a hobby to get my mind off porn which seems to help already as I am feeling better about myself and level of productivity - feeling good resolve as this is my last chance to complete this 90 day challenge within the one year goal I set for myself - I CAN DO IT!!! Your brother in this struggle
74/5400 Rewiring urge to libido Not to stress, anxiety, depression, loneliness, etc..... & that usually solves more than 60% of them.........
It's ok dude, look at your progress, I mean 61 days?!, realy wonderful!, just start over and keep up the good work
my record is 55 days, but in the last streaks i´m feeling more confident (not too much though) and skilled so i know that i will make great numbers. this time it may even be my last pmo ever, fingers crossed let´s go my brother!!!
yeah, i remember when i was young, in the video clubs there was a lot of secrecy and safety concerning adult movies. only adults could aproach the bench. now, with a pc and internet you can´t get all the porn your want. it´s completely insane and extremely dangerous, especially for young boys whose brains are developing. PIED, fatigue, angriness, bitterness, obsessive jealousie, sexual obsession... internet porn is causing so much damage that it´s hard to measure the real impact that it´s causing on society. i think there should be estrict measures to control acess to porn sites. a real control, not a freeway.