Been away again, so now have 3 days again. Plus I had sex! Although managed to pretty much self sabotage myself by binging before I went away to see someone, knowing that I was planning on hooking up. Luckily it wasn't a complete disaster, but I wasn't great either. Some lessons to be learnt there for sure. It had been nearly a year. Could not stop looking at gorgeous women everywhere. Real women are where it is at. Just need to not let the frustration get the better of me/you and turn to the computer, because that is never good.
Day 13 /90 "Failure will never overtake me if my determination to succeed is strong enough." - Og Mandino
Day 18 /90 You will never see me report a relapse on this thread because I will not fail. I know what I need to do and I'm aware of all the pitfalls. I have total motivation and discipline. Who's with me?
5/90...only 85 days to Christmas Day. Posting like this and reading about good progress from my fellow brothers only does good...
Started Challenges Jan 25, 2019 Relapsed 16/249 Days Longest streaks 67 (2015) and 51 (2019) Current Challenge 1/90 Day 79 weight training (3X/wk) Day 17 reduced alcohol, caffeine and sweets - feeling like I want to nail this 90 day down before 2020 rolls around so I can start the new year with something good...under control sexual urges and no PMO - time will tell if my mid brain hijacks my frontal cortex into doing something I don't want to do - I need to succeed for my family as my dopamine caused mood swings are hard for them to take - I am also doing it for me so I don't have to fantasize anymore about porn when having sex with my wife - now is the time to give my brain a break and a chance to reboot - your brother in this struggle
https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1b8H98pKbRsiU8fdqY1R94G_wGCe5g_Z-UrQ764CHloA/edit#gid=0 venerdì 2 agosto 2019 ore 07,00 martedì 1 ottobre 2019 ore 19,57 0/90 - nuova sfida Crea il tuo qui .