Man, have you considered having psycho therapy? It helps! I'm doing it. It's better to do it now while you still have your job, you're probably good at it. Consider it. No money will be best invested than that. This is a big shit, fighting and fighting, relapsing and recovering... Like a cycle, an spiral cause everytime we are closer to heal... I don´t wish this to anyone
I admire you so much man.... Unbelievable. I'm just on day 19 and my brain is strugling for this P "heroin"...
Day 8 check-in, I feel terrible and was determined to relapse today. However, I have decided that I will not PMO today. Tomorrow is another day but I will not PMO today. The streak continues.