PMO'd Had pop. Had a couple of drinks. No Facebook. Prayed my chaplet and 2 litanies. This Litany of humility and this litany of chastity I found are amazing. Praying every day to not desire being loved and revered, to not be enticed by the flesh and porn, to pray to be inspired for good things, etc. I know God will hear and answer my prayers. I have been looking for a good prayer for purity to pray every day for a long time. This Litany for Chastity is awesome. I have known about the litany of humility for awhile, but I suppose I am finally fully ready to admit that I need it. It will be so nice to not feel the want and desire to be praised. It has caused me nothing but issues. It will be so nice to not fear being ridiculed and dislikes by others. That has also caused me so many issues. God, please help me. I am helpless and you are so good.
Day 2/90 Successful. Habits made: 1) Cold Shower.(Past 2 months) Habits to make: 1)Sleep Early. (Trying) 2)Learn to be Conscious all the Time. 3)Get up Early And Exercise. 4)Shower Early. 5)Stop being Idle. 6)Schedule the Day. TIP: WATCH MOTIVATIONAL VIDEOS WHETHER OR NOT RELATED TO NOFAP. FEEL THEM. MOTIVATIONAL VIDEOS FOR ANY HABIT THATS GOOD FOR YOU IS HELPFUL IN YOUR STREAK.
The real pain begins, i entered the flatline hell, i didn’t take it seriously until i touched it. For no reason i begin feel angry, depressed, sad. Even my nephews that i love them so much, i don’t want to play with them anymore. I want to sleep only, but i will try to continue sports, gym. Don’t know why I entered it so fast. The first few days i was so happy, and I though it would be easy. God be with me and you all. This is my faults when I started PMO but i will fix it. No P 18 days No MO 5 days
8 I started to feel grandiosity My ego is so high I don't deserve death grip Im not so bad or weak for such destiny I will push this time to the limit To be or to be
I hope u all read this carefully This paper was the strike to start the whole thing After 15 yrs of blindness it touched me so deep
Freind never give up I failed before hundreds of times Been into EXORCISM sessions cuz family thought that DEMONS are controlling me I went through hundreds of extreme events that i can't tell in public But one day at a time There"s deep hidden power arise dunno from were Lord knows u tried so much so he gives u a prize maybe But u "ll figure it out one day for sure
Been really busy. But... Day 8 + 9 Completed  Still going strong! Let's keep on going people. See you all tomorrow!