Just relapsed... Every time after that I think - I won’t do it anymore, anywhere, anytime. I won’t. But I’m losing again and again. Yeah we have to learn on our falls, but I don’t do it. It’s like and endless game. And I’m losing again and again. And I can’t quit it.
7 days Completed. One full week completed! I'm building a solid foundation at the moment for weeks to come. I'm becoming more determined with the day. This streak has to be it. I can't fail again. It just isn't an option this time. I know I have a long way to go but I have the tools, experience and the motivation to succeed. I just simply have to do it and put this addiction behind me for good. There is so much out there in the world. So much to experience so much to do. I want to live. I just want to enjoy everything life has to offer. Everyone keep up the good work! We will beat this addiction together.
Day 1/90 Checking in. Habits made: 1) Cold Shower.(Past 2 months) Habits to make: 1)Sleep Early. (Trying) 2)Learn to be Conscious all the Time. 3)Get up Early And Exercise. 4)Shower Early. 5)Stop being Idle. 6)Schedule the Day.
Day 17/90 checking in. I like the habits formation idea. This no pmo should accompany everything else you are improving on: dieting, working out, getting up early, scheduling the day, getting shit done (I go to my local public library to work on the computer), meditating, speaking the truth, and trying to live as unselfconsciously as possible. Everything works together. The better you get at one, the better you get at all the rest
32/90 I dont except this to be THE streak. I know I'm powerless. But I can try just today to add one more day. Good day fellas
I does not make sense for me. Although I agree that pride is a matter and that failing can make you humble, I don't think that "God allows someone to keep failing". But praying will definitely help you. Trust me on this : every time I reset my counter, this is a day when I forgot my daily prayer... Good luck