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Guilt

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Mwighty5, Aug 9, 2019.

  1. Aug 9, 2019 #1
    Mwighty5

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    After every time I have watched porn I have felt guilty. With me being a strong minded Christian it hurts even worse. I had recently gotten a girlfriend and it was great. No pint in sight. But when she dumped me a little while later, although I hid it pretty well, I was crushed. So to fill that hole I went back to porn. I have been recently watching porn more aggressively. When I asked a girl for nudes last night at 1AM and then proceeded to watch porn and fap I knew it was the end of the line. I am now here looking for help.
     
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  2. Aug 9, 2019 #2
    Darren hutto

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    Like the rest of us man it’s a struggle
     
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  3. Aug 9, 2019 #3
    Darren hutto

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    I work all the time I don’t have the time I have stress got to help my mom pay bills have too work all the time so no I can’t replace it
     
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  4. Aug 9, 2019 #4
    Homeslice

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    Don't try to hide the feelings so aggressively. It's okay to feel loss and devistation and feeling of hopelessness when something like that happens. Admitting that to yourself will help the pain go away. I'm not sure how close you are with your pastor, but the one I used to have helped talk me through whenever I got dark.
    I also noticed you said you had no time to fill the void with anything else, yet you have time for masturbation? Throw yourself into work if you need to or try reading the Bible more. I don't mean to judge, I'm just saying there are alternatives if you bother to look.
     
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  5. Aug 9, 2019 #5
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