Starting over from the bottom. Day 1/90 check in. Today felt really empty and blocked inside me. Moved around the city and felt like a wall between me and the world. It's so weird after the first days you relapse......
bro, don´t you think it´s better to step out of nofap for a while? take the pressure out of yourself? you been relapsing consistely on the last 4/5 days, maybe it´s better to take a break from nofap, relax, cool your head off, and then come back when you feel your mind straight and commited. nofap is already hard enough, forcing yourself to "get in there and solve this" only adds extra pressure. you don´t need that. Cool down bro, relax, pmo so more if you want and when you feel ready restart nofap. no pressure.
Date started: Jan 25, 2019 Day 168/172 no PM (relapsed day 51, 70, 102, 150,) Day 70/90 meeting my goals in challenge Day 172 no alcohol or caffeine Day 45 of weight training - same shit, different day - no urges to report and feeling good
i hope all the brothers are going well. i´ve tried a different system in the last week, just living the days without counting them on nofap and i felt it remove pressure from me a lot. i felt much better . so i´m gonna keep doing that, just living the days and don´t register in what day i´m in. the counter is still running so the time is still available if you want to know. Onwards my friends, let´s do this!!!!
0 days no PMO. 77 days here in nofap. 1, 7 day streak and 2, 8 day streaks in that time. 6 days exercising. Pro biotics, 45 days. Rosary no Studied theory no Practiced singing no Have not been on here. Had 3 falls yesterday. One of these times will be the last. I am never going to lose hope in that. Maybe my last fall was. I go in for a job interview tomorrow. I am so far behind in finances. If I get this job I will start to catch up quick in 6 months. If I have not lost my place and car by then. If I get it I won't fall further behind. So I probably won't if I get this job Oh well if I do. They are just things. I will need a car. I can always buy a cheapo until I am qualified and start making awesome money. I think my dad is drinking again. There will go my mom and dads relationship. I hope he has not been. Sad. I am tired. So tired. My stress levels have been so high the last few years. I hope I get this job. It will make things so much easier. Put a new blocking app on my phone. With it on it is difficult but not impossible to access the internet. I hope between it and God's grace it will be enough. At least I can't just jump online and immidiately start acting out. There are hurdles I have to get through. I hope it's enough. Please pray for me my life is very hard right now.
Hello I am new here and I have completed day 1/90 I am so excited to finally be doing this I need it. I don’t expect to be able to succeed in 90 days on my first try I am coming from masturbating maybe 5 times a day. It is taking over my life and I feel guilty constantly but I am addicted to it. All I ask for is respect and support through me trying to reboot, I will try my best to show the same to you guys. Here’s to 89 more days PMO free.