Ive took my porn addiction to far already.Im 19 already and i have no goals or anything.i just started my degree in university and i am flopping in it very badly.ive had suicidal thoughts for the past few weeks and feeling that my life is worthless.i am going through depression and crying everyday now and i have no one that can help me.i feel im gonna loose my life to pornography.i really dont kbow how to change.Ive been a great kid when i was young.once i entered high school met the wrong friends got into pmo and now i am a big mess.im loosing the most important part of life by wasting it by watching pornography.i am really lost and helpless now.im not sure whether anyone will see this thread or not but i just need to put out my feelings somewhere.
You are not abnormal, weird, or the only person who feels that way, okay? And if you got over your porn addiction today, you would still have a host of others to deal with, as porn is only one leaf on the tree. You do realize you need face to face help. If your university offers counselling, get there asap. Deal with the anxiety and the suicidal feelings first. But there is good news. People want to help you. Not only that, I cannot tell you how badly I wish I could be 19 again and deal with my PMO then, not decades later. Time, youth, and the ability to change are on your side. You absolutely can do it. No one is saying it will be a cakewalk, but it can be done. If you are willing, it can be done.
Sounds like you're missing a lot in life brother. I wouldn't expect nofap to cure all of your problems. It is important to fill your life with enjoyable things, like exercise, socialising and work, which will immediately improve your situation. that will mean you need PMO less as a crutch and make nofap easier, which will for sure improve your life. good luck
