Rebooting seems impossoble

There is no such thing as normal human. We are all unique you should try to be more yourself.

The reason people fap to porn is because they have phones and computers to view it in the first place

 

Porn and video games watching movies its all just to escape your life.

If your bored, live more. If your lonely, call a friend go outside make new friends. If your anxious, do meditation. If your soxial anxious expand your comfort zone. If your depressed, talk about it tell people. If you feel like your life is a failure, make short term achievable goals to bring you close to success (like daily and weekly goals) .

Whatever the reason is that your looking to escape reality, deal with it don't put it on pause. And deal with emotions because they bring about change

 

It could well be that your not suffering from PIED but failing to perform because of the stress of being a virgin and putting too much pressure on yourself to perform. You managed to M purely through imagination so the ED is more likely through feeling too much pressure.

 

need to talk to yourself like a good friend would, like i know this feeling coming over you, i know where this leading to man, i cant let you do this to yourself again, you wont be happy it will only bring you down, come on friend just put that phone down lets go do something together to take your mind off that curseful poison.

be a good friend to yourself and love yourself the right way.

 

i agree, if your able to MO you most likely don't have pied.

maybe a Xanax would work or something else? apparently there are drugs for performance anxiety specifically ask your doctor

 

Look, you will get lots of answers and advice here, but there is no magical solution. However, I will add my 2 cents worth. You are at least young enough to realize you need to quit, so do it. And get professional help, or at least be able to talk to a trustworthy person. No one can do this alone. Get help while you are young!

 

Imagine you have a skin disease that gives you itch sometimes. You got this "pill" for free. Whenever you itch, you take the pill and the discomfort disappear for a while. You are happy, you take this pill more and more and you realized the itch come more frequently and your skin is getting ugly. Very soon, you have the itch all the time and you are turned in to a fucking ugly frog because of the worsen skin. You dont know what to do, you avoid using the mirror, you lock yourself in a room while still holding that pill, you are lost, your life lost meaning. Your life is pure suffering and you want to just end it.

However, one day, you discovered that many people are having the same problem and scientist have proved all of this shit is because of that pill. For god's mercy, the good thing is that AS LONG AS YOU STOP taking pills anymore, you will heal completely, you will get every bit of your health and happiness back.

Do you even wanna look at that fucking pill again?

 

Fight hard brother, wish you strength and good luck!