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THE 100 DAY SPARTAN CHALLENGE (OPEN)

Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by Kratos_GOW, Jun 13, 2019.

Are you a warrior.?

  1. Yes

    816 vote(s)
    63.6%
  2. No, I am loser

    32 vote(s)
    2.5%
  3. I want to be

    435 vote(s)
    33.9%
  1. Kratos_GOW

    Kratos_GOW Fapstronaut

    So this is the message to all who failed, this is my story every night.

    Alright. Another day is almost over and I see an army marching towards for me. The URGE army to be exact and I am one guy. They won't stay away, they will get back when I am down. Making me feel like I need them for an escape. The same battlefield, my bed, where this fight usually ends, ie. them winning. I m bound by the limitations or chains that are meant to stay down. They are holding me to don't fight anymore. My true self is locked in a cage and it hasn't seen the light of freedom for a very long time. These shackles are designed to make the urges befriend me. Their general (Maturation) acts like he is the only guy who can help me get out of all my insecurities. Making me comfortable with a large Screen full of women showing their meat to keep me interested.
    Which leads to the lie that all of us are fighting for. It is almost time for the army to march to the battlefield again. The general is going to make me shake his hand. The screen is going to pop up in no time. I am going to give in. That's usual.

    But today. I want to spit on the general's face and knock his teeth out. See when you cage a beast, or in our case a Spartan, the spartan gets angry. My life flashes of what I was supposed to be and my past self seeing me in shackles grinning and feeling sorrow at the same time saying, I thought you wanted to achieve greatness. I thought you wanted to be free.
    Which is enough to motivate me enough. The shackles need to go, the army I will fight to the death, the screen I will smash it with my will power. No longer I plan on keeping myself a slave. The beast wants out. And it's growling for a fight.
    It's one vs an army, but this time, the army will wish I still had my shackles on.

    I am going to fight, I am going to win. And I won't fap till the day I die.
     
  2. Oimot

    Oimot Fapstronaut

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    Day 0

    Just some thoughts in case I wanna go back to doing this crap in the future
    - I feel like shit
    - I don't feel any drive to exercise
    - I don't feel like studying, even though I have a test tomorrow
    - I don't feel like the same man from last week at 21 streak, the sexual thoughts are minimun, for sure, but it didn't disappeared completely, also I have lost everything else, motivation, energy, life itself (for today at least).
    - I have to let the thoughts come, and let them go. If I keep doing everything that my mind tells me I'll end up failing everytime, with everything
     
    Last edited: Jul 4, 2019
  3. Gladiatori

    Gladiatori Fapstronaut

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    this is fucking beautiful poetry. Fuck you porn
     
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  4. Quality content
     
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  5. Gladiatori

    Gladiatori Fapstronaut

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    Conquestmode
     
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  6. Gladiatori

    Gladiatori Fapstronaut

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    I love this scene in my bones
     
  7. Rooki3

    Rooki3 Fapstronaut

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    Day 18
     
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  8. Kratos_GOW

    Kratos_GOW Fapstronaut

    Fck internet, fck models, fck social media, fck loneliness.
    I m tired of over thinking all the shit.
    What matters is now i am reborn with the new hunger, madness to beat this challenge.
    Kratos is back at it again to reclaim his throne.
    Day 0. I m going in
     
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  9. Rooki3

    Rooki3 Fapstronaut

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    Kratos, this is your challenge. Rise up to it!
     
    Last edited: Jul 5, 2019
  10. alphabound

    alphabound Fapstronaut

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    Day 6 check in. I had not gone 6 days without opening a porn site or masturbated in probably around 4 to 5 MONTHS! This is a milestone for me, what makes me want to keep going is to mold the person that I want to be in future as an entrepreneurial, free-spirited, Jesus following human. Today I felt a difference, usually I never walk into fast food restaurants because of laziness and self consciousness, but today due to the line I was forced to go in lol I really noticed that my social anxiety has stepped down quite a few levels to the point I feel just a bit uneasy, but while ordering I usually don't look at the cashier if shes a woman in the eyes but today I did and it did not feel forced, awkward, or anything. I see that change as a sign that great things are coming. I've also come to acknowledge how women are ultra sexualized in this society, and I have begun to notice things other than their bodies like their smile, their eyebrows, their eyes. Like it's crazy.
     
  11. -Nevermore-

    -Nevermore- Fapstronaut

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    Check in day 18
     
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  12. Boredmasterchief

    Boredmasterchief Fapstronaut

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    Checking in Day 2

    "A bit of struggle refines the human soul"
     
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  13. mayank_saurabh

    mayank_saurabh Fapstronaut

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  14. Whoa I feel similarly. Maybe it’s cuz of too much dopamine from pmo. Let’s push through. Are you new here?
     
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  15. mayank_saurabh

    mayank_saurabh Fapstronaut

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    We will fight and we will win. Buddy
     
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  16. Great username. Btw it’s nice to think of urges as the challenges Deku overcomes in the series.
     
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  17. Kratos_GOW

    Kratos_GOW Fapstronaut

  18. daily check in
    day 21
    aiming for the glory
     
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  19. Bihari

    Bihari Fapstronaut

    Day 21....
    No one fails today.
     
  20. Randox

    Randox Fapstronaut

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    Day 10
    Check in!
     
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