Day 114 and really depressed :(

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Oberyn123, Jun 16, 2019.

  1. Oberyn123

    Oberyn123 Fapstronaut

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    My streak just seems like switching from one flatline to another.But this time, it is very difficult.I am 16 and having the worst days of my life. I am so depressed, irritable and lonely that I don t know what to do :(
     
  2. RebootIan

    RebootIan Fapstronaut

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    Just stick with it.
    Keep a diary.
    Track your mood out of ten every day.
    On shit days you may be able to take heart in your previous downs followed by ups.
    Mate, recovery is not linear.
    Even now after 2 years of recovery and my current streak I have wobbly days but they get fewer and less intense.
    I'm not lying.
    Good luck.
     
  3. BrianSpencer

    BrianSpencer New Fapstronaut

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    I am not really an expert regarding this Topic as I just realized my addiction. I just want to tell you that I believe in you. You can do it,
     
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  4. Oberyn123

    Oberyn123 Fapstronaut

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    I'll try the diary and good luck with your streak. Must be difficult experiencing paws after 2 years, but I know, it is all part of the journey :)
     
  5. Oberyn123

    Oberyn123 Fapstronaut

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    Thanks buddy, really appreciate that :)
     
  6. ImpureHuman

    ImpureHuman Fapstronaut

    Keep trying... Please don't think about giving up .. ups and downs are part of this. Good luck ..
     
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  7. Younameit

    Younameit Fapstronaut

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    at least you're quitting the drug at 16 man
    that's an awesome achievement
     
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  8. You say depressed, but don't you really mean you are just feeling down? One way to feel a bit better (sorry to sound like preaching here, man) is to do five minutes of research on real depression. Maybe you are - but maybe you aren't. 16 can be a real roller coaster time. Figure out what's really getting to you and try to make the small changes you need. If you truly feel you are depressed - speak to someone about it! Don't be afraid to ask for help! I wish you the best!