Day 9/30 Came close to relapsing today need to stay strong from now on. This is when the real challenge starts Remember - either suffer the pain of discipline, or suffer the pain of regret - if I fap, my fantasies won’t become a reality
Day 2 Getting back to work today was rough, especially when feeling tired. I was struggling to fight off the shadows of Saturday's relapse, but I made good progress today as I stayed focused on my work goals for the day. I feel I made even more progress when I was at the gym with my wife -- I was able increasingly to resist the urge to ogle and increasingly motivated to stay focused out of love for my wife. Stay strong everyone. Discipline like this is hard but worth it.