I have been keeping this status almost one month. But now I find another dangerous thing for me —— fantasy. I watched a lot, read a lot, so it’s easy to think of those pictures in my mind, or imagine those pictures. It is a threat for me, I think it will keep me in my original brain circuit and stop me from dropping out. So I will learn how to focus on one thing in next days. Recently, I accept an offer, but I am wondering when it will give me the final result —— I am a person with a cautious personality, so as long as things are not fixed, I will always worry. My wift told me there is no need to worry about the job, if the company withdraws the offer, find another one. Yes, it's so simple! Just one sentence solved my troubles, yes, no matter what you encounter, the first thing to do is to face it, don't be afraid. Say something else, I am eating some health care products —— I will not list the names but it's all natural, I just want to keep fit, because of the running, my knees are a bit sore, I plan to stop for a short time. er, no more to say, hope everyone happy, it’s very exciting to spend a meaningful day.