So was gone for like a week Yeah porn is fucking disgusting. I really let down my moral barriers to look at it. School let out on thursday and all I have been doing is reddit and youtube. And you know what. Anyway gotta find some stuff to do.
Well, I find mermaids erotic and it was a trigger for me so I am assuming it might be for others. It didn't lead to a relapse or anything but I did screen shot it to enlarge it to have a better look. What makes me think is philosophy, pics like this just make me aroused. You asked so just sayin ...
Idk bud that’s for you to figure out, I know for me (and this is me I’m talking about) I used video games for along time to avoid emotions , I have done that with a lot of stuff (I mean a lot of stuff) I continue to work on bettering myself , and I think it is good u are taking a look at this, especially if it bothers you (and that is just my two cents)
9/90. This morning was the hardest. Couldn't get out of bed. Almost had a sex dream, I remember feeling quite anxious and I was afraid that I wouldn't enjoy my time with this girl. We had a laugh or two. Woke up, coffee, used a lot of my Energy on playing guitar this morning. I feel quite good
