I drew them (edited from an original image by Big Red Software, based on a character by The Oliver Twins), uploaded them to imgur, and added shortcuts, so I can type a short key and the BB code will be pasted in.
Congratulations on making steps to solve this serious problem. I have two kids, one almost 20, and the other going on 17, and I have been an addict for longer than you. I never thought it was a real problem until I tried to quit. I will be honest, it is a fucking tough journey. Willpower alone is not enough, even though it may seem like it's doable that way. Get help - have a psychologist or someone you can speak to. And even that, frankly, is not enough for most guys. Here I am trying again to get through another day without masturbating to porn. I hate it, but I hate my giving in to the urge even more. You can do it. It is possible. Message me if you like. People want you to succeed.
I have been an addict for 35 years. I'm 45 now with 7 children, been married to the same woman for 22 years, who struggles through it with me. I get caught time and time again....beg for forgiveness....try and try....but never had a plan. I'm doing it now for a wife I've let down for years and children that are watching everything I do. I'm sure it's not going to happen overnight but you got to make changes. I'm so thankful I found this place. Plenty of resources to educate yoursrlf on addiction. Cold turkey and resources are the only way to go. This community is here for you. Use it, use us to lean on