Day 7. Again, no urges today at all. I didn’t have time to think about anything sexual. Even if I did, I am sure I would have become annoyed with the hindering thought and brushed them away. They seem to just be a distraction.
Day 0 (Relapses: 1) Well I feel shitty. Stayed up late (early) last night doing what I do worst. Cause of last relapse I'm not even sure. I just kindof gave up. I had a fetish I wanted to check up on I don't even recall what it was, trying not to think about it. I should get some site blocking setup.
Day 8. I noticed I no longer interested in masturbating anymore, or watching porn. I wish I still cared. I see my self-image to be changing, I don’t see myself as much of a sexy woman anymore.
Day 8 Finished. In a stupor like state. The urges haven’t gone away, just sit in the background. Can’t give up now. Haven’t gone this far in months of trying to quit on my own.
If you're no longer interested in watching porn, or MOing, why are you feeling less sexy? When I stop PMO, I tend to feel great and empowered and more of an Alpha Male. When I become weak and give in to PMO, that's when I feel awful, like a weak beta male. I'm wondering why you're feeling this way. 8 days is great progress!