So today i have almost jizzed. But i could control myself and stopped it! But i think it was egding so yeah i dont know if i relpsed
Edging is a form of M and is a relapse. It can also cause all sorts of problems on its own, so stay away from that, too.
Okay but i dont really feel like i relapsed you know? I mean my goal is to stay away fromt that but the first 10 days are always the hardest espacially if you are a teenager alone at home like me.
It was not a relapse but a reset. Don't be too hard on yourself just reset your counter and try again.
Sure, but your brain felt it alright, as did your body. Consciously it may not have felt like a relapse, but it still is. Then don't stay at home. Go out and do stuff. Go work out, go running, go hiking, get together with friends, etc. There are tons of things you can do instead.
what I mean is edging is worse than masturbate. You probably feel really bad after masturbate but not that bad after edging