day 3 was both great as well as bad. good becuase i am starting to feel better then when i was relapsing. bad because my brain is fighting aginst me in ways such as random thouts about my urges as well as trying to justify it. i know that my brain is trying to bulshit me and just makes me angry but i know this is a withdrawal symptom. there were some thoughts abut my fetishes which still scare me. i refuse to relapse becaue of what it does to me
Bro my brain trick me to fall into p m to trying to put stress on me getting thoughts in my head saying I would never get a girl so you mad as well do it and making me think I'm ugly and so on but I refuse to fall I'm on day 5 btw
