Thanks buddy I'm really trying harder than i have imagined...but everything even in my life is not in my control...i will try not to give up after coming this far
Trust me, PMO has no place in life, going back, isn't gonna make things better. It never does, it never will. So, have faith and keep up the good work. Because, even if you go back, the same problems will be there in your life, they may even get magnified. Hope you will make the wise choice.
The Tenth Reading some of the posts here is quite discouraging. I don't understand how someone can be above 50 days of no porn/masturbation is still experiencing the same symptoms of week 1. Anyway, I have never gone more than two weeks without pmo so I don't have the freedom of speech. Maybe I will understand when I go on such a long streak. And maybe I expect that progress is linear. Seems like it is not.
Well apparently our teammate I believe you are referring to,just recently broke up with his girlfriend on day 50 for him,so that could make him succeptible to a different kind of feeling.Anyway onwards to victory.One day at a time
XI. I'm back, lads! I didn't write for some time, because I was busy, and I realised that not thinking about NoFap or Porn at all WORKS, and I will not post something again until I've reached my record of 23 days. If you see me sooner that on the 16th of May it means I relapsed.
Day 23. Not feeling very strong today. But continuing on anyway as best I can. Hoping for a flatline period honestly.
Keep going! The energy and motivation will come. Consider the things you have to be grateful for and eventually you will feel better. You can always find something to be grateful for.
This journey is different for everyone because everyone is different. There is no sure pattern of what will happen when. But I believe it will be a highly transformative experience to each person who has the courage to start this, and the transformation unfolds in their own special way.
with every moment every step makes me closer to my goal...even though I lack energy & motivation...feeling like fatigue...still, I will keep my head up & rise up & keep walking...day 53...