Day 2 Still hard. I woke up like 3 times at night, always hard haha. But the difdiuldi part was the dead times during the day. The craving to brose on the dating apps and from there to porn is big. It's been long since I did something like this in a conscious effort.
I am right there. This is puzzling to me. I've done so well at times, and can't seem to get the first 24 hours behind me!
Day 3 It was hard but I did ti. I'm still sleeping bad and the craving to whip my cock put and wank it is there. But hey, 3 days.
Yeah man i know. There are 2 different kinds of hard. The "get started" hard and the "continue after a good streak hard". I failed again. I have severe ocd, masturbated 40 times last week, i will start seeing a therapist too and updating here the lessons learned with him. I am ready to make a change by all means necessary. Day 1 again!
Guys I am starting 3 day challenge. I haven addicted to porn and masturbation since last 9 years. I am completely helpless. This habit have effected my mental health very badly. I have decided to take professional help soon. But before that I need to gain some confidence for my self. Nothing will change until or unless I start writing journal. So I will write regularly.