18/90 Well today has been weird, I almost watched porn I typed the website in and I was so close to clicking on it but I didn’t (that is the first time I have ever done that typed the website in and not click on it) I literally sat there and thought to myself u don’t have to do this, then I came here / I have been in anxiety and often times I will do shit like this to avoid the emotions , why do I still feel like I messed up just typing it in?
Definitions might vary slightly, but basically hard mode is no sexual release whatsoever, except wet dreams. So, no sex, no masturbation, no porn...hope that helps, good luck friend!
13/90, i finally exceeded my record, yeah!! I write for you in Italian ahahah, sono grato di essere qui con voi, tutti insieme possiamo liberarci da questo pesante fardello (i'm grateful to be here with you, all together we can free ourselves from this heavy burden). Let's go!!
Thanks for your post. It is really complete. I will definitly do my goodbye letter to Porn. And thanks to remind me that I am still an addict.
47th Day, I am greatful to be on this path eventhough I have so much to do for my thesis, my girlfriend (that I love) left me and I feel often alone. May all have a great day and stay strong!!
Day 4 Controlled myseld yesterday.. I have started exercising,praying etc to get rid of those habits Best of luck guys