12/90, one more day and i exceed my first record (1 year ago)!! I've never felt so strong and concentrate
Oh I now realize that I am addicted to it. Now I have to leave this habit I suddenly started typing those dirty words .......but then came into my senses Thnaks my concince
Day 7/90. The goal I've been trying to reach and failing at all month... until now. Just gotta get through today, celebrate this milestone. Then I can think about the next one. One step at a time, I keep telling myself. Some major urges hit me this morning and throughout the night and I kept saying no. It's hard, but I know it's worth it - now that I'm nearly 4 months off porn, the images are starting to fade from my mind. Maybe, when I stop reinforcing them with MO, they'll disappear completely. Maybe, when I'm finished with the whole process, I won't have to consciously tell myself not to look at girls inappropriately - maybe by then, I'll naturally have an appreciation for who they truly are: children of God.
Day 1 Relapse lesson #1: Life is better without PM. (Mood, patience, work ethic, confidence; practically everything!)
Made some changes to my Porn Plan. Deleted Social Media because its only a step closer to my porn viewing habit. Also, blocked my internet browser on my phone since majority of my relapses happen at night. Day 0/90
