Last night I was lying on my back doing total relaxation. I started feeling a strong energy. I followed it with all my awareness. I knew that if I kept paying attention to it, it would expand to the point of release. Still, I followed the energy.... ...to the point of release. I had no mental images of women or nothing related to sex on my mind. I didn’t touch myself in anyway, it was strictly energetic. I’m not to sure what to make of it, but I feel more honest to treat this as a relapse and reset my streak, because it was a conscious decision to follow that energy even though I knew where it was gonna lead me. Kind of interesting. It was more than a month since I had last had a WD. I am moving out of this thread and starting the 365 day challenge, I’ll see you guys there. Blessings everyone !
Day 5 Yesterday evening I almost gave in to the urges. Today I feel really down. I'm afraid to give up this weekend. But I'm gonna focus on today. Now is important and what I do now will determine what happens tomorrow. Have a good day everyone.
Day 30...one month completed...2/3 more to go...this time no turn back...hope i reach 12th june successfully
25/90 im gonna be honest ive watched porn but i havent been able to get a hard on am i flatlining? Also, when i think about having sex with someone i get a partial erection. Is this a sign that porn lost its attractiveness and im now in search for a real person ?
Day 38 I'm ready for my promising future! My emotion become more stable and I feel peace around me. I think this is a good sign!
