the clock is ticking so is my progress with every moment...day 24...sober in hard mode...came a long way...have to go long way...66 more to go...
I think this is the issue of many here. Just engage yourself. Resisting the urge for mobile is the first thing. It has to be done firstly. Similarly find out situations when u often get relapsed. And avoid those situations.
Hey guys, Im joining you in this challenge now. Im on day 6 and want to achieve at least 100 days. My record is 49 days. I would love to post here every few days and exchange our achievements and thought here together. Lets reclaim our lifes!
day 6 i am going quite good. and yeah it is difficult now. phewwwwwwwwww but i will not back down this time is my time.
Day 12 Days are passing slow, I wish somehow magically to get 90 days... I don't have urges, but I don't feel good.
Day 52 Was very busy these days and couldn`t post. Puh the last days I had lots of urges, sometimes heavy, but everytime i got them i went pissing and they were gone. Duude this helped me a lot, guys just go to toilet if you have urges xD But joking aside... I told my Dad about being Game Designer... well at first he wasn`t so happy about that (still unhappy), because he doesnt know that this is an education, so my task will be to researche more about this job, and then he will think about it. I was productive in sports, finally makes Breakdance more fun. Thinking about rather to 3 times in a week breakdance or 2 times breakdance and 1 time Boxing. And I was full of anger and hate, about myself, especially on others. Really, I wished other people death. It couldn`t go farther with this thoughts, so I will again start to pray to fight this evil demon inside me... Also everybody (really EVERYBODY) around me is in a relationship (except me). Thats the reason why I felt lonely, sad, but it gived me also more hope to find the real girl, because when I see people who got a relationship I seriously asking myself "Dude when he/she can get a relationship, you too". Latterly I talked more with girls and feeled self-confident. I have to catch up the time where I would rather do something with girls than with my screen. Still dreaming weird dreams. They feel intensive than I started with 0 days of NoFap. Sometimes they were mean, sad, or cool with fight scenes, actions and... well wet dreams
