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Almost relapsed today

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Gvn2Fly, Mar 31, 2019.

  1. Mar 31, 2019 #1
    Gvn2Fly

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    I almost relapsed today. I am having headaches and feeling generally weak. Last night I had a dream I was seeing a therapist and she told me I needed porn and that it was good for me. Today I saw an actress on tv that looked attractive which led me to briefly peak at some pictures of a woman in lingerie from a clip site for about 30 seconds. I didn’t directly look at it, but kindve just tried to glaze over it and view it from my peripheral vision. I quickly turned it off fearing a relapse. I really wanted to relapse but just took a nap instead. I’m really not feeling well.
     
    Gvn2Fly, Mar 31, 2019
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  2. Mar 31, 2019 #2
    Aurora Chaser

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    Stay strong my buddy! Everyone has a inner devil coming out from nowhere and telling ourselves to go back to Porn, there’s no harm blablabla. It’s false, and you’ll end up regretting after you took the wrong step. Fight your inner devil and never give up. I’m with you buddy let’s keep ourselves clean.
     
    Aurora Chaser, Mar 31, 2019
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  3. Mar 31, 2019 #3
    JohnnyWho

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    I am on day 7 and it has been miserable, so I feel you. But the fact that you turned away shows a lot of strength on your part. When you are feeling tempted, remind yourself of why you wanted to quit in the first place. When I am feeling tempted, I have a certain song that I listen to that reminds me why I decided to stop. It’s all about replacing the old bad habits with new, healthy habits.
     
    JohnnyWho, Mar 31, 2019
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  4. Apr 1, 2019 #4
    SweetTransformation

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    Close call, ha! Those are the types of lie that get you to fall. I know cos I've been there myself. You know it's wrong but somehow it adds up in your brain that it doesn't really count, that you're just gonna peak and nothing else, then BAM! It's just a quick scroll, just the sound etc it's best not to. Well done for breaking the pattern. Maybe try to have something to do when you feel the urge to PMO. :)
     
    SweetTransformation, Apr 1, 2019
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  5. Apr 1, 2019 #5
    Remeranirez

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    That’s awesome, man. I’m currently on my wife’s bad side and I can’t blame her. I wish I was as strong as you.
     
    Remeranirez, Apr 1, 2019
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