[365-CHALLENGE] THE THREE HUNDRED AND SIXTY FIVE DAYS CHALLENGE !

There's a delay, which I'm sure you figured out by now. Wishing you the best in your efforts!

 

I fapped, damn it. My urge was reaching incredible levels and I went on Pornhub, but stopped just after a few seconds. I thought that I could have an MO session, to get rid of the tension and to forget porn, but I was wrong. It didn't do anything, now I'm feeling even more nervous and I threw away 18 days of progress. It was too late anyway: so now I'm resetting MO counter and P counter, even though I watched just a few pics of Porn. Apart from that anger that comes when you realised you lost all of your progress in a few minutes, I'm suddently feeling guilty, tired and I've lost interest in the girl that I like. Suddently, I feel a lot more shy and, if I was in front of her, I wouldn't look at her just like I did today. People notice when you use Porn and when you don't. Anyway, let's start again this thing. I could have kept the Porn progress but I need to be very strict with myself, in times such as these.

 

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Thanks, I agree, also congratulations on breaking the 200 days barrier!

 

123 days completed.

 

17/365
Just a tad bit my friends

 

Day 117/365.

 

Day 122. Feelings of sexual energy are bubbling up, but they are the healthy kind, so that's good. Much of the worst of the P has receded from my memory, which is a great relief, as normal feelings aligned with my core self continue to return. Part of me does have passing thoughts about PMO, but the other part of me knows what a frigging dead-end all that is. So right now I'm just keeping myself busy with positive projects, and also working on promoting inner calm through stuff like meditation, exercise, reading, etc. Hope you all are having a positive weekend.

 

It is natural. Our brains are built to respond to the female form. We must remember though, that what matters is not the feelings we have, but how we choose to act, or not act, upon them. Just keep doing your best buddy.

 

Day 350 no PMO !!!

Wow. I can’t believe I’m 15 days away from a full year. When I first signed up for this challenge, I never thought I was going to make it this far. So crazy.

 

As always, I'm on 41 days. The more I reach my challenges, the more I stay motivated, persistent and optimistic. Have a super weekend.

 

The 18 days of progress weren't thrown away if you learned something. Ive heard that the relapse starts long before the acting out of it. Look back and see where your thoughts started leading that way. Try and see what steps you can take to avoid a repeat. Alot of us on here relapse many times along the way but unless you say screw it all and give up you're still in the game so just dust off and start moving forward again.

 

Day 155/365

 

58/365

 

congrats on reaching 122 days.

 

You're welcome.
Glad it was useful.

 

stay away from fantasies ,they will lead up to relapse , the feelings you get about attractiveness of lesbian is not real ,it is the result of your conditioned body toward them or your alterd brain ,as you go further in nofap your feelings and thoughts would be healthier .
Try to form a healthy view of the world in your mind consciously.

 

You're welcome.
Glad it was helpful.

 

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