Im new today

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Garrynofap, Jan 8, 2014.

  1. Garrynofap

    Garrynofap New Fapstronaut

    2
    0
    1
    Hi , Im GArry Ive been struggling since I was 13 stealing magazines from Newsagents on the way to school and frapping before class. Now I spend 4-5 hours a day on the net and frap 4-5 times a day , Im tired and drowsy all the time, lack motivation . I had a dental practice for 20 years and eventually let that slip through my hands. I run a small division within a large company. Im married for 26 yrs, to a beautiful well adjusted lady, who caught me about 15 yrs ago and we tried to work through it.. Im a work in progress.....I realize after abstaining many times up to 2 months that it isnt the whole answer., abstaining isnt the same as cure or recovery....I used to think with a hi IQ, I could think my way out of this but I cant do it alone ..... Enough about me
    Garry
     
  2. khester12

    khester12 Fapstronaut

    16
    0
    1
    Welcome

    You are not alone in this endeavor. There are many of us who have this problem. The more you set your mind to this the more you will be sucessful. If you ever have an urge some great things to do are meditate, go do something active, or for me personally just read the forums. That always helps for me. Good luck to you and stay strong willed.

    Kevin
     
  3. Koleti

    Koleti Fapstronaut

    6
    0
    1
    Good choice to start here
     
  4. Freedom2014

    Freedom2014 Fapstronaut

    9
    0
    1
    Welcome! I am also new. I have struggled with PMO addiction since my teens as well. I can typically go 2 months without PMO as well, but then relapse. You are not alone! Stay determined. Perhaps this forum is going to make the difference! Good luck!
     
  5. Johnwilliam

    Johnwilliam Fapstronaut

    27
    1
    3
    Welcome bro understand the story and think your in the right place