Nothing is impossible for God

I am in tears right now, because yes this is so hard! God is so good. Sometimes I get so angry and irritated because of lust, or something else in my life, but we must keep fighting. Jesus is infinite joy, and porn is just mud pies. We must choose Jess over the dirty unfulfilling lie that we think PMO will provide for us. Fight the good fight!

 

I also had a spiritual awakening last year, especially lately when I have shifted paradigm when talking to The Lord (i.e. the subconscious mind). A paradigm-shift and positive kind of thinking can almost take you to the stars if you want to.
"For as he thinketh in his heart, so is he: Eat and drink, saith he to thee; but his heart is not with thee"
Proverbs 23:7

 

"But whatever gain I had, I counted as loss for the sake of Christ. Indeed, I count everything as loss because of the surpassing worth of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord. For his sake I have suffered the loss of all things and count them as rubbish, in order that I may gain Christ and be found in him." (Letter to Philippians 3:7-8).

Yes, nothing is impossible for God. God is showing me more and more that things like porn, masturbation and completely rubbish comparing to the beauty of Christ my Lord. Daily reading a Bible is a key in my case.

Today day 38 without PM and 30 without PMO. Much less anxiety in my life and much closer to be able to listen and apply in my life God's Word.

 

Amen, Jesus in infinite joy.

 

Same here. I am reaching 40 days today. My previous record in one full year was 20 days. Today I am doubling that. I wasn't hoping for getting so far and still going.

 

Thanks

 

Amen brother. Not every day is easy, but we must take it a "one day at a time" struggle.

 

Dear brothers,

Recently I realized (God has showed me) that porn and masturbation were not the root problems in my life. There were sort of "false pain killer". Tip of the iceberg. I was trying to reduce spiritual, emotional and relational pain with such compulsive behaviours but it of course only got worse.

The root in my case was rejestion by my parents, as a result, low self esteem, hatred to myself.

Thanks to God's grace (Jesus' love for me) finally started to accept myself, my story, realizing that the Creator of the Universe loves, receives and accepts me. Reading daily a Bible plays a key role in this and discovering the truth.

God is teaching me this in the last weeks and months (Romans 15:7):

"Accept one another, then, just as Christ accepted you, in order to bring praise to God." (NIV)

"Therefore receive one another, just as Christ also received us, to the glory of God." (NKJV).

Today I am grateful to Christ for receiving me.

 

By the way, 4DCreator, thanks for what you wrote in the other place in this forum (I cannot find it now, but remember this) that some of the reasons why you want to stay free from it is getting rid of (d)evil's energy and low vibrations.

It reminds me about the words from the Bible:
"The reason the Son of God appeared was to destroy the works of the devil." (1 John 3:8b).

 

Psalms 23:4
"גַּם כִּי אֵלֵךְ בְּגֵיא צַלְמָוֶת לֹא אִירָא רָע כִּי אַתָּה עִמָּדִי שִׁבְטְךָ וּמִשְׁעַנְתֶּךָ הֵמָּה יְנַחֲמֻנִי."
Keep fighting the good fight.

 

Beautiful_Life thanks for your story and the message in it ... It is encouraging, it has taken me a lot of time to finally make a decision to quit PMO and start reboot, but stories like yours makes me want to do it, and i'm just so impatient, and i have to be careful. Thanks a bunch for your story

 

congrats and well done!

 

true, in the beggining it seemed impossible but you have to persist

 

Thank you brother for the encouraging words. For Christ, nothing is impossible!
For many years I have had problems with PMO but now it has end! I need your help in praying for me because without God's help I do not think it will be possible to be free. Of course I will pray for you too brothers.
God bless you!