This is going to be brief and boring self-talk. Somebody is overcoming porn/mast addiction day by day. For me, it is hour by hour. Literally. I actually celebrate a night without P/M. That's how bad it is. Swimming through a brain fog with caffeine, theine, guarana and ginseng. They don't help. At all. What is my goal? Get a happy inspiring life back? Mend relationships? Or just last one more day... I don't know. Collision course with reality. I can see only pain ahead. Ok, we have one night. Maybe I can add one day to it.
Wuh. Tired, exhausted. In care of some good person today and actually doing something. I would be binge-watching by now. But,... guess not - tempted, but just too tired. No real will power anywhere to be seen. Just exhaustion. However, tomorrow its going to be HARD. xtremely hard.
