Went down again. 0/14. Feeling down. I feel i did not put enough effort this time and gave in very easily. Feel as if my hands have a life of their own for pmo. Such a bad feeling after pmo. Letting down myself and all here.
Finishing day 10. Surprisingly, it has been easier than I thought. Some urges, but I managed to just appreciate it. However, I must say I really felt a different commitment with it this time. I should also mention that I can´t recall the last time in 5 years of addiction that I reached my total current streak of 18 days!
Don´t give up, bro! We all know how it is to be where you are now. And we also know that we are always ready for getting up again. Try to understand more about you and your whole process with porn. Can you already figure out what are the common reasons that make you fall? I don´t mean the triggers, but what´s behind the addiction. I, for instance, usually consumed porn searching for affection, not simply for an orgasm. It might help you to stop your falls. Stay strong, think about a new active life, not only about your difficulties!
Well said. For me it's looking for satisfaction. A satisfaction that only God can give. Taking porns temporary satisfaction.
