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Discussion in 'Compulsive Sexual Behavior' started by Mercutio_Lives, Sep 13, 2018.

  1. Mercutio_Lives

    Mercutio_Lives New Fapstronaut

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    Over the years I’ve been addicted to porn in varying degrees. I don’t mind curvy women but within reason. Over the years the curves have gotten larger and larger. Now I’m viewing literal obese women and I’ve reinforced it with sexual encounters with these women in real life. My current gf is beautiful and not obese at all but I still fantasize about those images/women. I’m 35 days into a reset. I hope it gets better. Previously sex with regular sized girls was just as good if not better.
     
  2. Mercutio_Lives

    Mercutio_Lives New Fapstronaut

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    Some whom I’ve shared with have simply suggested that maybe that’s just what i like but I’m ashamed but again there is a difference between a woman that is morbidly obese and just a curvy woman with hips.
     
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  3. Give it time to let your brain heal. Focus on that and let the rest take care of itself.
     
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  4. Odd how the brain can gradually get you to want things that you previously didn't want. Take some time off the pornography and fantasies. Nothing wrong with some curves though.
     
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  5. Mercutio_Lives

    Mercutio_Lives New Fapstronaut

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    Agreed, curves are fine. When I say morbidly obese I’m not being hyperbolic I literally mean well over 300 pounds lol even more than that in some cases. Like seeing a clip of my 600 pound life and thinking to myself yeah I probably would.
     
  6. That is porn progression for sure! Time off amigo.
     
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  7. jdcal

    jdcal New Fapstronaut

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    I have the same pb bro
     
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  8. jetscooled

    jetscooled Fapstronaut

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    Hi,
    This is a classic case of densensitization. What used to turn you on no longer does the trick. Im sure youve heard that addicts build up tolerences and require more and more to get the same high. No exception with is sex addicts. It is not uncommon to all of a sudden have an attraction to a type that normally isnt what you go for , a fetish that you would normally never indulge in in a 1000 years, even beginning to look at gay porn and in very very extreme cases (unfortunately) child porn. Im not saying you will end up looking at that however the point i wanted to drive home was this addiction drives us to do things we dont want to do. it has become an unwanted sexual behavior. Remember, sex is NOT supposed to leave you feeling shame, guilt or depressed/hopeless. Any sexual act that leaves you with those feelings should be a signal to you that what you are doing is not working and goes against your wants and moral code: its a built in mental warning to not engage in the activity again. Healthy sexual acts should leave you feeling fufilled and happy. Just remember, your addiction plays mind games with you. At the end of the day, you know what you want for your life deep down inside, remind yourself of that everytime an urge comes on, and remind yourself that the urge you are feeling is not a true sexual urge, but rather a mind trick your addiction is using on you to keep your addiction alive.
     
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