Sad to report that I broke my commitment today. I saw some porn and then masturbated. Guess what, it was not worth it and not fun. :-( Restarting the challenge again.
23/90...had a few minutes of urges, but a lot less than yesterday's....on a 10 scale, yesterday was a 8, today a 4. feeling that I need to go to the gym tonight and release some energy.
ei man, thanks for the nice words . love this community. nop, i´m not addicted to coffee or alcohol, thank God, i´m only addicted to damn porn . i just feel that these substances are not really helping me in the reboot, you know. so i prefer going cold turkey on all of them and gather as much strengh and energy i can. build a new life with a clean mind. maybe it´s too bold but it´s what i really feel like doing right now. much love bro, onwards
1 let´s go brothers, one day at a time, one attitude at a time. as long as we are determinated porn will never defeat us. here´s a great sound to chillout
R E L A P S E D! I know why, i sneaked into it during the last days, tasting more and more of the "precious" images while pretending that they are not porn. Well, tonight I finally dug into real porn and I took it to the end. I feel bad, really bad and weak - but again it was necessary to show me that only pure consequence gets you through the 90 days and beyond. I start again.
