Daily Intention Thread : "Today, I am... + POSITIVE AFFIRMATION"

Because I don't feel like it

 

Today I will not use porn because I want to just live a normal life, one where I am not thinking of not thinking about P.

 

THIS. So true...so true. Sometimes images will pop into my head and it disgusts me. I think they'll always be there, or at least for a long time. But the further back they are the more they fade, like an old nightmare which try as you might, you struggle to recall.

 

Today I won't use porn because I want those images to fade...I envy those who haven't seen the things I have.

 

I have to fight with my depression & make life more happy than ever before....

 

Today I'll not PMO because it robs my confidence away.

 

Today I will not pmo because I will overcome this habit and be strong

 

Today I will not use porn because i need my energy to work on my goals and myself.

 

Today I will not use porn because I have the chance to be the person that I want to be.

 

Hey there, I'm new to this place. I'm 35, was intoduced to P**n at the age of 6ish. The last couple years its got way out of hand. I'm still Married and have been with the same women for 14 years but have PIED and we don't even get intimate anymore.

Anyways, just wanted to say I feel the exact same, I feel so ashamed and dirty when my me time is complete. I know the exact feeling.

 

I want to enjoy with friends and this addiction makes me ,close in a room.

 

Today I will not use porn because I want to suceed in the 2019 challenge

 

I won't use porn tonight because I'm working on setting new boudries and drawing the line.

 

Today I will not use porn or masturbate because it has slowed me life right down, and i want it to get much better

 

I'm making a declaration here. Enough is enough. I'm sick and tired of this toxic behavior. It is holding me back from all of my goals and dreams. It makes me weak, fat, undisciplined, and everything else that sucks. It's not porn, it's not masturbating that fucks me over, it is my mind. My weak mind. I can't even sit with myself in a room without those crappy thoughts. Today & every other day I will not use porn because you need to hear from me in several years.

 

No pmo today because i dont would like to stop this addiction.

 

Today I won't use porn because I'm hanging out with people tonight.

 

Today I will not use porn because I want to do everything I can to cure my depression

 

Today no pmo, because I want to become healthy in body, mind and spirit. A few days ago, i had very intenses urges, it got me affraid that a release was the only way out. It almost felt like a prisoner of my own body/mind. With all difficulty, i managed to abstain, and the days after, were a lot better and calm already. So the idea that the only way out, is a release is not true. I guess I just have to be patience, and have confidence that things will get better. So no pmo, because it is not needed to make the urges go away (no storm lasts forever), and because pmo does not solve the cravings, but keeps me in the vicious cycle. No pmo, no matter how I feel, is what i tell myself.

 

Today I will not pmo because seeing what I could be potentially be like without any pmo or medication (aided by the adderall a little) is enough to give me hope that someday I can achieve all of this without any pmo, medication, or other factors holding me back.