Relapsed, frustrated

You full on ejaculated ? If it just pre cum it sounds more likely but full on would be hard.

 

Have you had sex or anything between your streak or are you on comeplete hard mode ?

 

That is probably why your brain hasn’t released anything in a long time. It isn’t a relapse you didn’t voluntarily choose to ejaculate keep up the streak. Venture out and have sex. I believe you should be healed.

 

Sounds like you still have a PMO problem - you know you're not going to have a healthy sexual response to these things, so why did you do it?

 

That's not really the issue - the issue is that something changed in your resolve; and once you gave in you were triggered quickly - you let that part of yourself be turned on and if it's been 5 months it's no wonder it happened so quickly. You chose to turn your procreative system on in the wrong context. Shut it down until the proper time.

 

Shut it down. You are the one who chooses to turn your procreative system on or off, it's that simple. Keep it turned off until you are with your covenant partner. Ask God to forgive you and restart your reboot with a resolve to not turn it on until the appropriate time. Premature ejaculation won't matter - it's not an issue.