I don't want to reset. I am on day 8. I was stroking to a youtube video and a little kind of just came out like water. I barely felt it. I managed to hold the rest in. Is this a relapse?
I'm gonna go ahead and say I'm not going to count it. I already talked with my AP. It was kind of like when you get a wet dream and I try and hold it in and a little leaks and it doesn't even feel like an orgasm it feels like a struggle against gravity.
Stroking? Depends on what you're abstaining from, maybe. I'd probably count it among my no-go behaviors.