Hey y'all, so last month I've finally put my fear and shyness away and asked a girl out. We started to get to know each other etc. and 5 December we were officially a couple. I don't always feel a thing when we kiss but today for example I recieved oral but I didn't really feel anything, my dick really feels numb and I couldn't get fully hard and I also didn't really feel horny, So I couldn't really enjoy it . (We didn't have sex yet we're not ready for that) What is going on ? I've been masturbating since my 12th (I'm 17 now) . I did it like 3 times a day sometimes more and really stopped doing it in like Feb-May 2018 can't really remember. I've stopped for awhile last year but then started doing it again often ( I stopped for like 2-3 months and then started doing it again from November 2017 till like Feb-May 2018). So I've been masturbating since 2014 till 2018, 4 years.
I can help I’m familiar with this dating and no feeling when receiving sexual pleasure. I’m confused though. Are you still addicted to porn? How often do you PMO to this day? Did you use lube when PMO? Be as honest as possible with yourself. No Shame it’ll make this process quicker for recovery.
I don't PMO anymore and I didn't use lube. I watched porn for the last time in September. I backed off from PMO completely, 99 days ago. I stopped masturbating around Feb-May tho
