My goal: 7,300 days without looking at P

Today marks the first day of this goal. I started using nofap yesterday, and I already relapsed this morning. My goal was just "forever". Now my goal is 7,300 days without looking at P. I'm not entirely sure if this is possible. It's 20 years, but sure as hell and heaven, I'm going to try.
As you can see in my profile, the main reason I'm quitting P is because I want to live a better life. Dr. Jordan Peterson, a huge positive influence on me, talks about how on earth we can have things that are little slivers of heaven or hell for us, and for me looking at P is one of the things that turn my life into a piece of hell. This is why I'm deciding to get rid of this vice and bad habit and replace it with a positive one. Not only do I plan on getting rid of this one but any other bad habits like procrastinating or just scrolling through facebook as well. I'd like to now replace all of these wastes of time with better uses of my time.
One problem with quitting P is: it's extremely accessible , and a quick search can lead me to it. I'm going to install blocking/accountability software on my computer to make it harder to access. Can anyone recommend any software? I'm willing to pay money as well because I'm determined to live a better more fulfilling life.
Setting this goal which seems unattainable right now, but I wholly believe is attainable will be a motivating factor not to look at P. Besides that I'm also deciding just to live a better life. I've compiled a list of productive things I can do instead of looking at P, and I intend to do them. Anyway, that's all for now.

 

Okay, thank you, along the way, I could have smaller goals or milestones that I'm trying to reach, and I'll celebrate each one as a victory. (I.e. 30 days, 60 days, 90 days, 1 year, 2 years etc.). Ultimately though my larger goal is "forever", but I'll try to move towards each of these. Thank you for this recommendation. You are right, and so my first goal will be 7 days. As I said though I don't intend to quit there. Once I reach 7 days, I will move the goalpost once again.

 

You're right, guys. It was just an arbitrary number. My real goal is to go my whole life.

Like Zen Mode said I figured at that point I could try to tier up. 7,300 is a concrete point to aim towards though.

 

Day 4. After waking up, I looked at P. Time to reset my day counter. Quite disappointed in myself. I was naive, and I thought I'll just look at some triggers. Then it was: "I'll just look at a little bit of P." Like I already said: I am quite disappointed. I guess I should have been deciding everyday not to look at p instead of just ignoring this problem, or maybe I should have not slept with my phone next to me. I also probably should have gone on nofap as soon as I was having urges. Well I have a bit of a better game-plan now. I'm currently just on tier 2 (2 days of no PMO), and I had a reset. Now I'm determined to get to the next tier. Another reason I think I reset is because I didn't realize I've only gone 4 days. I thought "surely it must've been a week by now", but when I checked my counter I was surprised at my lack of self-control.

 

Thank you, I'll get K9 now.

 

it's 20 years, my friend

 

So far, I honestly can't believe it's been 22 days. I haven't really been keep tracking. I've just been keeping myself busy. Mostly hanging out with friends and family. I'm going to try to start doing more creative things now. Goodbye for now

 

I'm glad to hear that you've gained something from my thread.

 

After 24 days, I relapsed. Not the happiest way to start the new year. Each relapse maybe makes me more sad than the last relapse because it reminds me that I've failed again. Maybe it will make me more determined also though. I hope so. I also would like to continue to go longer periods. I'm going to see if I go a longer period of time now. I only looked at P briefly this time before I caught myself and decided to stop, but I'm still not going to allow that. I'm going to count it as a relapse, and I should know in the future that no matter what I will count looking at P as a relapse.