I feel as if the mere sight of fem Lesbians and/or drunk straight girls kissing is just as toxic as porn itself. Toxic because it seems to provoke the same feelings and desires as porn does. For straight men, this is NOT a healthy fantasy because we have no chance with true Lesbians. To be clear, I'm not talking Lesbian Porn. This could be girls sharing a kiss in public, or a PG rated series on TV featuring a Lesbian or two. My brain converts a relatively innocent Lesbian display into a pornographic alternative featuring the same girls. Some of this goes back to my younger days. I went to school with some Lesbians who were attention whores and loved to taunt the straight guys by fondling and kissing each other in public view. They succeeded and I think I'm worse off because of it. Do you guys feel the same way?
One more thing I forgot to add... These Lesbian displays make it extremely difficult to avoid a PMO relapse for me. This is when I'm really at war with myself. I suppose the only remedy is to immediately remove myself from wherever I am and focus on something different. Any better ideas?
