it is way harder at the start but once you pass the 90 day mark, it changes, I mean the mental is stronger and you can choose weather you want to give in or not! At this stage, it's all about the will, while at the start we feel like we have no power over these urges and addiction and we're just a victim of these circumstances. Have a blessed day!
100% is a breeze 99% is a bitch This edging is a bitch , by cutting it out and having a distinct line drawn in the sand means it becomes so so easy , that's the same way I gave up the drink , by trying to control it it was really hard but by cutting it out 100% completely it as easy , very easy 1078 days alcohol free today
Day 22/365. Oohhh today was tough. Wasn't expecting much weirdness, but then I suddenly got incredibly strong urges the time I would be alone for 1.5 hours or so. Was this close to relapsing. I tried to find excuses and more excuses to still do something, I tried my hardest but luckily a different part of my brain was wise enough not to find any and not to give in. Somehow I managed to shut everything off and just stay in bed (I rarely PMO'd in bed) watching regular YouTube videos. I wasn't productive, but at least I managed to not relapse. Really happy about that second part.
Day 103 "Failure will never overtake me if my determination to succeed is strong enough." – Og Mandino
