I have looked at porn from around the age of 15 I am now 41, not something to be proud of. I am married with 2 children and want to connect more with my wife. I have not had sex with my wife for many months and I think looking at porn has not helped and will destroy my marriage if I do not give it up. My wife has said she is ok with me looking at porn, but I feel ashamed. I think looking at a few magazines years ago was not as addictive as the online material now available. Although I looked at porn online hardcore stuff has never really interested me. I mainly like girls stripping and I found cam sites, which are incredibly addictive just as a watcher. Well I am on day one and need all the support I can get!
Yes P in all forms is making sex in some way with screen that transforms in to novel girls – its artificial and super powerful drug. No matter what dosage you take it all works in same way… take is as it is a addiction - learn about the mechanics of addiction and why P is working and you get it you have motivation goal that is very good for your kids and wife – perfect get working again best of luck
I also found the webcams in particular to be especially addictive. I've found the self esteem boost I get from abstaining and exercise alone to be worth it. On top of that like you said, it makes you a better mate for your partner. I wish you the best of luck on your journey! I'm on Day 5 myself, keep at it!
