29 days completed...Guys... Last day of my challenge... I need to go ahead... I need my life back... I am done with porn and its bad effects. All the best guys keep going...
Day 10, double digits again ! Lets keep going forward. It goes pretty well, some moments of struggle but thats okay. I feel motivated. Only one thing i want to improve, i have noticed myself edging in bed sometimes.. just like 1-2 minutes. I have done this over the past few days, nothing too crazy, but still.. i want to avoid that as well now. Am so happy to get free of my (former) addictions. Smoking was also a very nasty addiction, that almost killed me. I want to be free and healthy again. When i finish this challenge, 30 days pmo free, i told myself i will go try dating. Thats something exciting to look forward to, i have been single for years already! First getting myself good on track, totally clean, and then going into the world more, because im still a lot of a one-man-project. Keep going into the right direction
28/30 Just Two more. This is my longest streak. 35 without PMO, 60-65 Without MO, Flatline is decreasing these days, just too rare urges sometimes. But I am afraid of Slackiness lately, Sometimes I'am telling myself, it's ended now man, no more Pmo problem, you've beaten this. You're not an addict any more, so take it easy. But I know perfectly now, this is a trap, don't believe it. An addict always and addict. I tried tens of times before knowing this site. But now, I'am aware of this site and addiction, It's much easier now. I hope for everbody, we can sucsess this. Sorry for my english
@Strongman7 I'm so sorry to hear this mate. Relapsing is always sad. You had climbed very high! Higher than I have ever climbed up this mountain. What now? Did you learn anything from this relapse?
holding up bud .. had some heavy imagniation waves ... hit me with total brain fog ... was running around did not knowing what I was thinking secound ago ... awarness was draged into planning some faping session 100 CPU power on that thought ... so junky style ... now on top; my balls hurt not bad , bud this is crazy... my body realy shots some heavy signals ... getting better in channeling this type of attacks took me hours today anyway still on the track - 11/30