I beat my record in more than ten years of pornography

Speak warriors, okay? so I came here to tell my story and how I'm facing pornography. To explain it, I'll tell you that I beat my record in more than ten years of pornography, I'm 18 without Pornography or masturbation, the most that I had managed to get without masturbation in those ten years was 13 days, but I only stayed because I got one terrible infection and I was very weak, I did not feed myself properly and I did not practice masturbation because I just could not, but in those last ten years in pornography and masturbation, I had never been able to stay that long, you may think that 18 days is very little , but for me is my biggest victory in these ten years against the PMO, I wanted to come here to tell you how it was and how the experience is. To begin with, I stopped masturbating because this time I decided with all my might that I would stop with this, so I met a girl and started to stay with her, the same day we met I stayed with her, when I came home and I told myself that I would not masturbate anymore, and that if I needed to enjoy it, it was going to be in her face (of course this was my incentive kk), I mean I promised myself I would only go enjoy it again if it were with her and not through masturbation. When we were the first time I had no erection while I was staying with her, we stayed for the second time another day and I continued without erection, but I only had no erection when I was with her, because I had normal erection at home when I was thinking about her very strange this but anyway) in the third encounter the first erection while he was with her appeared, and you know? It was incredible that feeling, whenever I was getting a girl, I was repressed to not have erection for being embarrassing (at least it was what I thought) now I do not care anymore, the more I have erection, the more I show this erection for the girl (she never complained). I was always getting it, and in that period I always had an erection, but every time I felt like masturbating, I always talked to myself. "I will not do it if I have to enjoy it with the girl, if I have to masturbating who will do it will be her and not me "and with those thoughts I managed to combat the urge to masturbate at home. But that time I was staying with the girl (in those weeks) I ended up knowing about some things that made me finish with the girl (that's right, my biggest incentive not to masturbate if it was) I finished with her the day before yesterday Do not judge me, I have my reasons. After I finished I felt strange, because my biggest reason for not masturbating was gone, but anyway, I met a new girl on the bus, and I already decided to meet her in five days. I want to report to you what I'm feeling at the moment, it's funny because I've never felt this way, I'm with a very, very, very great desire to cum, I want to masturbate, but I do not want to do this so I will not go back to I do not want to watch pornographic movies anymore, I'm in the mood for real people, I want real sex. One thing I'm realizing is that I have the feeling that I'm going to ejaculate at any moment, that's too bad, I'm just now writing this text, there's a fan on right in the direction of my legs, just this wind that's beating my bottom is doing that little bump, when we are almost to enjoy, this afternoon I almost enjoy without touching my penis, I think as I have never been this way, my body is not holding up and wants to release this soon sperm. today when I went to gym happened something that was very difficult to happen, I was looking at a woman's butt and gave me an erection at the time, I was just looking and my penis was erect almost instantly, that was the thing difficult to happen in the old days, I could look at the hottest woman in the world and my cock did not get up easily, I had to fantasize, but anyway, it was different today, it was much easier, seriously, you guys are addicted the same way that I was, and that never spent more than ten days without masturbating, I advise you to stop, I know it's obvious since the site is for that, but it's serious, you need to feel this feeling, it's just incredible, it seems like my penis stands erect for any woman, I have the feeling that I can have sex with anyone and it will not happen the erectile dysfunction fuck, the last two times I tried to take it happened the DE and I went through a the biggest shame a man can get in front of a woman. I feel like I could have sex with anybody, it's incredible, I have a very fast erection, there's no comparison, for people who masturbate and watch pornographic movies early (I started at age 13, I'm 23 nowadays) I did not know that.