Introduction.

Well, hello everyone.
It feels a little strange to be here, writing the stuff, but here I am.

I don't remember when I've started masturbating, but I've been interested in porn since I was a child. I think I started doing it once I hit puberty, since I was familiar with the process.
I've never really thought of it as an issue, I'm 22 now, and there were times where I could quit fapping for a month or two, but I always returned to that.
A few years ago I got a girlfriend and that really helped me the first time. But then for some reason we've got problems with sex, and I felt the urge to relieve myself, and instead of fixing our sex life I just chose the easy way.
Two weeks ago she dumped me, and one of her arguments was: "we haven't had sex for more than a year, I don't think that's right".
That's where I understood that I need to quit.

My motivation is to get rid of poisonous habits, in order to become a healthy self, in both mental and physical state. I've already quit gaming, working on quitting smoking, but the masturbation is something completely different. So I decided to sign for nofap com, and see if it helps me. Now is the first day, and I already feel some backup in here, which is great.
I'm looking forward to see where all this leads me, and, who knows, maybe I'll even be able to make a fresh start with my ex.

 

Yeah, yeah, I completely agree.
That is no my main focus anyway.
First I need to become a stronger independent, bad-habit free man, then we see what life has to offer.
Now I relate to the process as taking fights, and earning my ex back seems like a fight worth trying.
But, as I said, I need to fix myself first.
Thanks for your support.