Thanks. Recently made it past 14 days before relapsing, so aiming higher at 21 days. Feels funny to talk about something so personal. But feels right, too.
Just think of how this will affect you after when you feel like you can’t control it, think about the problems it has caused and why you’re on here. There’s no point in doing this if you know deep down that you can’t do it. So if you truly want this then fight temptation, knuckle down through it, the greatest people in this world went through pain to get where they are, never settling for less or the easy way out. If it ain’t painful then you’re not getting better.
Well. I was really wanting not to out myself with a post, but I relapsed. No P per se, but images were enough. So I’m back on 0. Was on my longest intentional streak and was liking the results. So here we go again. I definitely see there’s a pattern of midnight PMO so I need to have better strategies for that time of night