[60-CHALLENGE] THE SIXTY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 15/60

Man I stopped coming here and slipped up, smdh. I've got to be more vigilant. I can't really see my friend like I want to but it's more frequent than it used to be.

Spoiler: dating

I can come over to her house when ever I want to but we can't have sex as much as I'd like to. Other than that, it's wonderful! I love cuddling in bed with her even if it doesn't lead to anything.

Again I'm sorry guys, I just lost focus and flew too close to the sun.

 

making progress

 

80 days! Nice!
Thanks for sharing. That attitude after a reset is spot on, but so difficult to have after that happens. How did you maintain your focus? (instead of the well-known experience of feeling so down and thinking "oh well I've slipped up once, what's another, and another...")

 

3/60.

Doing a workout (even at home) after work has really been helping, not just with no PMO but with general feelings of mental & physical wellbeing.

 

Day 42

 

It's noon of day eight.

 

Day 12

 

Day 7 starts now!

 

Day 39

 

These past 80 days have taught me much about myself. About the value of resilience and determination. Even within this setback, i was able to salvage a small victory. Binging further would've made things worse. I know this from previous experiences. Sure i felt a little worn out today but abstaining for 2+ months from PMO gave me such a drive for personal improvement that i just felt it would not be wise to give up. So i will try again. For me, relapse is but a battle scar. I'm not interested in being a Knight in shining armour. For such a person never entered the battlefield in the first place! I keep a personal journal, and wrote down my thoughts, and recollecting the physical sensations during the binging session yesterday. And i realized after the episode that it was just not worth it. It seemed so fake. So manufactured pleasure. It's weird, i was able to see through the exaggerations. All that aside, i'm really serious about it this time around. So i will continue to abstain and do so ever vigilantly. And perhaps offer nuggets of wisdom from my own personal experiences. Take care all. I will soon join this challenge again after completing the 3-day challenge. It will give me some momentum to continue on. Fight brothers!!! FIGHT!!!

 

Day 2

 

Well said mate!!!!!!!!

80 days is fantastic! Did you suffer from pied? And did it fee better after two months? I know it’s a long journey to reboot but just out of curiosity

 

Day 13; did the last performance of my play last night and now I feel so empty... I'm sort of starting another play, though, and this one is being directed by my crush. My housemate genuinely thinks I have a chance with her - planning to ask her on a date when I next see her on Wednesday. Fingers crossed, she's so lovely that I can't afford to not give it a go - I'd regret it for a very long time if I did

 

I'm not sure to be honest. I'm only recovering to get my life together and have mental clarity. This is my number 1 priority.

 

First challenge and I go for a bigger one. Bring it!

 

36 days done!

 

Day 13

 

day 10

 

Day 40

 

Today is Day 4. I appreciate this community for being here. Looking to get on a solid streak to end the year.