No more porn for ever and an interesting twist

Right, well on christmas eve I tried to have sex with this incredibly good looking lithuanian girl and I couldn't get it up, I was mortified and did my research which led me here (I'm 19 years old) and have had no trouble with other girls before. Since then I have had sex with someone else and did get it up but not for long after abstaining from PMO for about 3 weeks, the funny thing is I haven't had one urge to give in, this challenge has been the easiest thing for me which has scared me, The girl who I had sex with recently is now my girlfriend and it takes me a while to get up, not because I physically can't, but mentally I'm disinterested, she is an incredibly beautiful Italian and has a great body. I did even more research and realised abstaining can cause loss of sex drive... So I masturbated this morning and now I feel great, I've learned that porn is never a good thing and that is something I will give up completely. Masturbation will only be used once ever 3-4 days only if I have no sexual contact with other people otherwise my sex drive is just killed and it leaves me and other people feeling shitty. Nofap has helped me realise everything should be in moderation but I feel like not all of it is for me, good luck everyone else hope you all achieve what you want.

 

I've got to add, last night I had no problems and was rock hard for like 3 hours straight, I just told her straight up that I might have performance anxiety and then after I felt comfortable and not pressured, so yeah I definitely have a higher sex drive when I do M every now and then which is good, I told her how I gave up and then gave in and she liked how open I was, she does M every now and then too and just to add, .. when I did M it was only thoughts of her and the experiences we've already shared, not other people and definitely not porn