Thank you, I really appreciate your feedback. Opening up and sharing like this has been good therapy so far.
VICTORY! (play your favourite fanfare here). I have done IT. Today I am 45 days porn free, and sexual energy is not a problem at all, I am not even tempted at the moment. 30th September I said goodbye to the old me. Just wanted to drop by and say hi and hopefully inspire people. If you read my first posts in this thread you´ll see that I was severely corrupted, lost and in deep problems. Now I am doing much better. If I could do it, so can you. But I need to continue working on myself. So far I have been taking up floorball. I am gonna look for a new job and later hopefully pick up morre hobbies. With porn gone I have more time, more energy, etc, etc. edit: I am also done with the lingerie and lingerie stores! Now I aim for celibacy!
