Hello, my name is Enrique. I´m from Monterrey, Mexico. I started watching porn and masturbating since I was 6 years old approximately. My father is a computer lover and always had computers at home. I learned to use them very soon in life. About that age I had curiosity about how girls looked naked. It was a innocent curiosity, only wanted to know what was different from what I had. So, when nobody was home decided to look that up on Google and ended up in a porn site. So here I am, with 22 years old and want to leave porn and masturbation completely. I need more tan vanilla porn to feel aroused and usually watch taboo porn with family related themes. Some time ago I used to masturbate around 3 times a day with the aid of porn. No longer I was able to do it without it. Right now I do it a lot less, once or twice per week, but I want to quit completely. This addiction damaged my previous relationship with a very beatiful and amazing girl. I really want to get back with her, but I'm not sure if that is possible. However, if I get back or not with her, the succesful ending of this journey Will be for good in any relationship. I also became a born-again Christian not long ago and wanted to share this. If there are any other Christians out there with which I might talk would be great. Thank you very much to every one in this community. I feel you are like lifesavers.
Hi & a big welcome to you my friend ..great support & friendships are abound here and there is a Christian group to if you like to affiliated with them... All the very very best to you in your quest.. .God Bless you ... Rob
Welcome to nofap. I'm also new and finally feel at home with people who struggle the same way I do. If anything, I no longer feel alone and unique. I have a place to talk to other struggling addicts, sharing suggestions and methods of recovery. I'm here and happy you are too!
You're right this is such a supporting community. I'm so happy to be here, and also that you're here along with me on this path.
