My gf spent the nite last nite, wasnt very much aroused .. Woke up this mornin still no arousal but im sure if she wasnt there i would have had urges... Anyway she performed oral on me, i would get hard an go soft maybe 3x during this...she tried to ride me but i went limp again... So she performed oral again an i started thinkin of some of my favorite porn photos i used to PMO to an i got erect, smh.. Like wtf???... So i got behind her doggy an lasted maybe 3-4mins until i O'd... After that i had no arousal. I dont kno what to think at this point.
You're still rebooting, don't try to rush yourself. Does she know that you're trying to quit porn? If not, the added pressure of trying to perform for her could be contributing to what you experienced.
Opening up about this if you haven't already can help with this. Also time to get your mind healing and physically healing.
If you don't tell her it's due to porn addiction, she'll almost certainly think it's her fault. Unfortunately, she still might think that even if you do tell her, if the problem persists.
Deam hard it is deam hard but not as hard as losing her and getting the fame of impotent i think theres not somthing bad that could not be superated by somthing worst men up
An interesting situation, as when I had a girl she was more amazing than any porn photos I have seen in 24 years. Never had a problem to be aroused by my girl. That's why probably I don't have a girlfriend at this moment, as my expectations are kinda high visually.
