Hey, so I wasn't really looking at anything provocative, just a normal female vlogger, who is not in anyway attempting to reveal, and I start touching it dry and I realize that I'm close to O. I stop completely... is this a relapse? Edit: My goal is more energy and more testostrone.. however I don't think testostrone will be much anyway.. so mainly more energy is my goal. I'm at 9 days and I edged at 8.